BoysBoysBOYS!

Boys........I'm not sure if I even want to broach this topic, there so complicated. But mine has been pissing me the hell off!

You know why? I bet you do.

Because I like him,
and yet he doesn't like me back.

And though I will never be the only girl with this problem, I feel mine is just as valid as an6one elses so I get to vent too. >.<

For Starters, I'll give him a nickname. Lets go with homie G.
So I've liked homie G for what, 2 whole years? Ever since 5th Grade, and now in 7th. But the poor, unsuspecting boy has never liked me back. And even though my friend Snooki says that he is un-date-a-ble ( always in bold letters, lemme tell you, even through the phone) I still like him.

And I mean LIKE.
His sense of humor is exactly like mine, He's actually very smart, but not in a nerd kind of way. He's extremely cute (OR AT LEAST TO ME, FRIENDS OF MINE -.-), and wears cute clothes. And he's athletic, and sweet, and gives the best hugs, and ...

Okay let me not pass out in this chair.

But here's the bad part about my little lovefest.
H E K N O W S .
Yes. I just typed that and now your jaw is dropping. He know's I like him. Why? Because one of my "trusted" friends told him. But lets not get into that, another day and another blog post. So it sorta sucks, yanno? Boys playing with girls hearts like that. Hugs than Distant Shrugs. First we're holding hands and then we're in distant lands. But can I say anything? No. Because that'll just be setting myself up for rejection and for me, thats not an option. I've seen too many friends Cry day in and day out because of boys that don't even appreciate them. So why would I want that?

Because I like them like there is no tomorrow.

I truly am conflicted. I want him because he's everything I could ask for, but hate him because he'll never view me in the same way. Emotional Teenage Sigh.

So you probably didn't benefit from anything I said in this blog post, but I hope you come away with this.

No Matter What, Love is going to hurt you sometimes, but in the end, you'll be glad you took the risk.

^^If only I could apply this to myself >.<
Signing Off Bitches,
-A Lovestruck PrettyInPink001.

Fights And FeelingFood Make One Complicated Teenager

I have a question which no one can answer, and truthfully, I don't think anyone ever will.
Leave it to me to take a crack at it.

It really is a simple and universal question:
WHY DO GIRLS HAVE SO  MUCH DRAMA!

The lying. The rumors. The backstabbing. The twofaced-ness (<---new word. Webster Dictionary Status right thereee) that you just can't seem to get away from no matter how hard you try. But hey! At least I'm not alone. I know from experience that there are enough catty bitches in the world and that the supply will not be running anytime soon. As for me, Drama is a fucking stalker. No matter who I hang out with, one of those girls are either starting it with other people or starting it with me.  Sigh. Just because you hit puberty does not mean that you have to go flinging out your hormone filled rage at other people!

And the sad thing is that I'm not even in high school yet.
Double Sigh.

Unfortunately I can't say a secret spell and tell them to die in a hole [ (: ] but I can

A) Ignore them
             but then again they always seem to come up to me and say it so thats like, half of a solution. Then again if they know better they'll just walk the other way.

B) Try to Make Things Better              I crossed it out because I decided to stop lying to myself. I would..but what am I really recieving in return?

C) ...
        
Well, the smartest answer would've been C, keep my mouth shut, but of course, that didn't work, my non thinking self going with B.
And lets say it Failed.
Epicly, to be exact.

And here I am, eating out my feelings of Sadness with a bag of Act II popcorn (which I highly recommend if you want to eat some FeelingFood (<----another new word, I'm on a roll!). Never thought I'd be eating my heart out before I was 30.

Or Even 20.

But definitely not 15.

But, in the end, I'm grateful that the true friends I've made have been there from the begginning. And The Fake ones, well, there's a reason they didn't make it to my future.

Young Ones, If your still reading, the moral of this monster of a blog post is to communicate that the Drama may never stop,  but always keep moving ahead of it. Be the bigger person, no matter how much it takes, because in the end, you'll know that your a better person.

SoLongBitches!
-An Upset Yet Peaceful Pretty In Pink(: