BoysBoysBOYS!

Boys........I'm not sure if I even want to broach this topic, there so complicated. But mine has been pissing me the hell off!

You know why? I bet you do.

Because I like him,
and yet he doesn't like me back.

And though I will never be the only girl with this problem, I feel mine is just as valid as an6one elses so I get to vent too. >.<

For Starters, I'll give him a nickname. Lets go with homie G.
So I've liked homie G for what, 2 whole years? Ever since 5th Grade, and now in 7th. But the poor, unsuspecting boy has never liked me back. And even though my friend Snooki says that he is un-date-a-ble ( always in bold letters, lemme tell you, even through the phone) I still like him.

And I mean LIKE.
His sense of humor is exactly like mine, He's actually very smart, but not in a nerd kind of way. He's extremely cute (OR AT LEAST TO ME, FRIENDS OF MINE -.-), and wears cute clothes. And he's athletic, and sweet, and gives the best hugs, and ...

Okay let me not pass out in this chair.

But here's the bad part about my little lovefest.
H E K N O W S .
Yes. I just typed that and now your jaw is dropping. He know's I like him. Why? Because one of my "trusted" friends told him. But lets not get into that, another day and another blog post. So it sorta sucks, yanno? Boys playing with girls hearts like that. Hugs than Distant Shrugs. First we're holding hands and then we're in distant lands. But can I say anything? No. Because that'll just be setting myself up for rejection and for me, thats not an option. I've seen too many friends Cry day in and day out because of boys that don't even appreciate them. So why would I want that?

Because I like them like there is no tomorrow.

I truly am conflicted. I want him because he's everything I could ask for, but hate him because he'll never view me in the same way. Emotional Teenage Sigh.

So you probably didn't benefit from anything I said in this blog post, but I hope you come away with this.

No Matter What, Love is going to hurt you sometimes, but in the end, you'll be glad you took the risk.

^^If only I could apply this to myself >.<
Signing Off Bitches,
-A Lovestruck PrettyInPink001.